February 2010
KaBOOM.
Haha, watched a bit of Grammys. Pink was pretty tight (: Gonna violin some…back to school tomorrow. I think this is going to be an easy week? Hopefully, I’m right. And hopefully, I can pull my World Geography grade up. It is shamefully low.
“Anyone who falls in love is searching for the missing pieces of themselves. So...”
– LOL.
“But holding people away from you, and denying yourself love, that doesn’t make...”
– This is for you.
January 2010
"But I'm Beat."
RICKY: am i bothering you and your drama?
ME: naw, i'm just...doing my bibliographies D:
~ 10 minutes later ~
RICKY: aight, wish i could stay up with you all night, but i'm beat.
ME: lol, sleep tight.
RICKY: don't let the bed bugs bite (:
Autumn's Concerto Episode 13.
TUO YE: Please don’t tell me that you can take care of yourself. Because you’re only lying to yourself. And don’t tell me to give you up because I don’t know how to. And don’t ask me why I like you because I’ll only like you more. <— Okay, how…amazing? Is that.
Unwritten.
This might be a long post…it took me three days to write this, to find words for this.
OKAY, here goes. A lot of people around me are struggling. It affects me. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to help them. I don’t know if the things I’m saying affect them. I don’t know if the things I do affect them. Lastly, I don’t even know if them talking to...
Liars.
People are all liars. And you, don’t try to tell me that I’m wrong. You know I’m right, and you know you’re one too.
“Because no matter how much of it is pretending, part of it still becomes...”
– Ah, my philosophy bud (:
"Who Plants Trees In The Middle Of Winter?"
ME: DUDE, WHY IS IT SO FREAKING COLD.
STILLWELL: DUDE, I DON'T FREAKING KNOW. i feel like my legs are about to fall off.
ME: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *screams* i feel like i'm carrying an extra ten pounds on my shoes!
STILLWELL: *points* hahahah. *walks* crap, me too.
Because.
People call me, “Immature.” But I call myself, “Unpredictable.” (:
“It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so...”
– Don’t be afraid to try.
“The truth is hard. The truth is awkward and very often the truth hurts. I mean,...”
– Amazing.
“Don’t with for anything that could ever potentially hurt you again.”...”
– Haha, I told my daughter that a few minutes ago.
“My head is screaming, ‘Who cares?’ But my heart is screaming,...”
– My jie (: Even though I don’t think she made this up, but. She inspires me with her thoughts<3
Velocity.
The title of this is so freaking random.
Alright, so. It wasn’t your fault to being with. But I know not to wish for anything that could potentially hurt me again.
Forgetting.
You forgot about me. I guess now it’s my turn to forget about you.
X Times Xtremely.
You just made me mad. Pissed me off. WOW. You have no right to tell me that getting over someone is not that easy. You have no freaking right to. You think I don’t know that? You think that I don’t know it’s hard? You think that after all that YOU’VE put me through, I wouldn’t know that? Wow. I never, ever, want to hear that from you again. You have no right. No...
Life Doesn't Always Turn Out The Way You Want It...
It breaks my heart. And I know it breaks EVERYONE’S heart. Right now, I know so many people. So many people who don’t have things the way they want them to. So many people who are afraid of knowing the truth. And so many people who are in DENIAL. Face it, people. Move on. If they don’t care about, why in the world would you EVER give them the satisfaction of you not being able to...
Through Email.
ME: MAN. you better be thankful for me. email me back when you get it!
SOHUM: did i ever mention how amazing you are? (:
From The Start.
I knew I shouldn’t have expected anything from you. I knew I shouldn’t have let you back in my life. I knew that it was wrong to raise my hopes. I knew it was wrong to trust you. I just knew it.
Honey, He's ALL Yours.
I mean it. Take him, because I don’t want him any more. Take him, because he’s no longer mine. Take him, because maybe, just maybe, you deserved him more than me. Take him, because obviously you WANT him so much. So PLEASE, just TAKE him.
And get out of my face afterwards, okay? You two can DESERVE each other while you guys are at it. And if that so happens, then, welcome to my world...
Wondering, Pondering.
If it turned out to be ME, instead of her, would you do the same thing for me? Would you encourage him to talk to me? Would you encourage him to go for it? To not let everything we had just disperse like that? You wouldn’t, wouldn’t you? JUST BECAUSE. She’s closer to you. JUST BECAUSE. She never did you wrong. And JUST BECAUSE. You think she’s more suitable for you. Am I...
“When you relinquish the desire to control your future, you obtain...”
– Really?
Thumb One, Thumb Two.
Okay, so. During seventh period today, Geometry, I finished my test with twenty minutes to spare, so I decided to go to the bathroom. So, I take my time walking. And, I walk in there, and I open the door. and I’m like. Staring in to space, and suddenly, I feel pain on my left thumb. I just slammed the door into my thumb. I’m like, “Ffjasldjflksdjfds. URGHARGHUGHEGH.” Now,...
My Rectangle.
ME: OKAY. i drew the rectangle.
MICHAEL: okay, good. what's next?
ME: and i sliced her in half.
MICHAEL: her?
ME: OH, NOOOO. I MEANT.
its been awhile
thisheartbeatofmine:
so im just sitting here. i’ve been so exhausted lately. school has drained all my energy. yet in the middle of all the chaos, i still find time to be my goofy silly self. Even though im always delusional during the school day, i’m always laughing. So today i got home, and i started singing replay and for one moment, i felt happy. I haven’t felt like that in so long. i had a...
“I’ve always been standing in your doorway. Isn’t it about time somebody saved...”
– Yeah, some one please save me from Geometry.
Zooming, Bye.
Bye bye, weekend. You passed so fast. Stupid Debate tournie. Man, it takes up so much of your weekend. I can’t imagine that I’ll be going to another one in about two weeks. Today was pretty alright. It’s getting so pretty outside these days. Since my aunt and cousin arrived two days ago, my family has been driving all around town, taking her places. Bleh, but. Every time they...
Genotype & Phenotype.
ME: are you still growing?
WILLIAM: how am i supposed to do?
ME: like...
WILLIAM: it's like. asking a bird...
ME: what?
WILLIAM: asking a bird, "hey, are you codominant or incomplete dominant?" they'd be like, "ummm...."
Just Enough To Cover Up The Imperfections.
This is kind of late, but I guess I am adding on to my previous blog post about the Debate tournament this weekend. There’s this girl, I never knew her well, always thought she was intimidating, but I knew she was a good person — just like the rest of us. Somehow, in between every one’s rounds, we ended up talking. A lot. About relationships. And, we have so much in common. WE...
Tell Me.
Am I still in love with you, or just in love with a memory?
We all move on from our exes; we all leave them behind. Some people don’t get over them, why? Some people can’t stop thinking about them, why? So, I was surfing around Tumblr, and I saw that. Wow, such an amazing question.